I don't want to tell anyone, because I've tried this before and failed. But I tell Mitch and my Mom and I have a feeling I am supposed to blog about it, but I don't want to admit to it because I don't want you to all see me in a couple of months, mowing ice cream and salt and vinegar chips, lol.
But I trust the Lord, I KNOW that the great power that raised Christ from the dead lives within me and will conquer this enemy.
My mom sends me this link
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2658488/The-hell-giving-sugar-worth-agony-end-Were-endlessly-told-sugar-new-nicotine-Now-witty-revealing-new-memoir-describes-hard-quit.html
and I see that focusing on the long term goals of being a better mom and wife are what I need to think of, instead of the short-term AMAZING feeling of the sugar high.
Every time I crave sugar, I ask that God will show me His love, because I've turned this into a fast.
And I'm sort of in mourning. I feel like I am breaking up with a boyfriend that I REALLY love but I know he's really, really bad for me.
I get a headache in the afternoon.
But then, it's amazing! I do something that usually Mitch has to do, because I'm too tired and cranky. I feed the boys their dinner. AND I give them their bath. This is a miracle indeed.
But then, it's amazing! I do something that usually Mitch has to do, because I'm too tired and cranky. I feed the boys their dinner. AND I give them their bath. This is a miracle indeed.
And I make it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Praise the Lord, one day down.
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